current mood:super down.
current song in my head:

im a coward;fragilebitych.
today i went outside the building,
i wanted to get in,see you perform,
but im such a coward!
i dare not go in,i just stood outside the building and stared at it.
i feel like such a failure,such a minor thing and i dare not.
maybe its because,
well there's too much reason?
i cry over the slightest thing,
im so fragile,too fragile in fact.
but i wont give up on the slightest hope(:
we think a flower on a cliff is beautiful,
because we stop our feet at the cliff's edge,
unable to step into the sky,
like that fearless flower.
-bleach #12