things gonna get better de.
i know they would.
anyway.
i wanna change myself.
must control my temper.
siao lerhhs.
cannot anyhow angry.
must smileeeeeeeeeee =x.
urname nv come online for sometime lerhhs.
miss wors.


it has numbed.and the tears have dried.dry ice shed no tears.

Why there is so much pain?
You know of what I speak.
The endless lines and rhymes
Scribbled by desperate soulsSuch as you,
Such as I,
Seeking, searching, praying
For what else but freedom.
But that freedom you fool
Is the illusion.-jphnx22

today was quite ok.
chinese test postphone to friday!!!
w0ots.
there's more time to study.
then there's lesser hw today.
first few period quite boring.
learnt inequalities for maths.
then recess suddenly everyone turned emo.
especially me.
i see * talk to urname,
i sian diao le.
haish.budden i found out l0ts of things
=x.
then ger and ah ma go east zone then i go sit with melimother as tiff also went off.
cant concentrate at all.
non stop radio.
then do all the nonsense stuff.=x
ohya.
i did the chinese oral today,
the guys in my class was like...
aiya dunno how to describe either.
then assembly was very long.
then i went to co meeting.
rushed for co meeting with nick nick kor =x.
then i went home after home
afterall thats nth to eat at canteen.
then went home blog.
i receive the news that
prss netball won pingyi sec*
34-12.
grats!.continue to _+YOUS.



if only actions could replaced words,loving you wouldnt be that hard.

today was almost miss the meeting with zara.
i was late for abt 10 mins or so.
but at least i was there =x.
then we went bugis.
we ate at long john silvers,
chatting while eating.
then we went to shop at bugis street.
keep talking crap all the way.
got myself a clip.
then went home played audition.
then after dinner i did my hw lerhhs.
ive got a long list of items to buy.argh.
its time to save up a little.
in case of rainy days.
then played audition.
xiiaolover realise her audi dar had affair.
think she's feeling better now.
cheer up barhhs xiia0em0.
then lots of things happen in audition.
then decided not to play and do my remaining hw.
there's some maths question i dont know how to solve.
keep getting the wrong ans.
haish.then tml still got chinese test.
can die lehhs.


soothing the saddest tears.
cant you see ure different...

i only slept for five hours before waking up for co.
i was damn tired.
tired till i could drop dead any moment.
but still,i drag myself to co.
how could i miss co?!
then we played the syf song as usual.
then our notes are really horrible today.
must work on it.
then nth really happen.
not sure whether cellobassfamily went to see the jersey.
i went off early as i was meeting others to study.
then head off w/o anyone.
then went ps.
saw kor-s and otah mei.
otahmei so...sociable?
cute,and so on so on.
then kai gave me the photoshop disc then i went to study le.
quite chim.
but overall i managed to understand.
then i went home.
then afterthat gotta rush for tution,
which would end only after 3 hours.
but time pass real fast,
as we were damn high during lessons even mr tan cannot tahan us.
then afterthat met mom then eat.
then went home.
stuck with ONEEEEEEEE pathethic a maths question.
then i was stuck with photoshop.
so pathetic.
brain isnt working very well.
cant wait to learn how to use photoshop,
i wanna cre8 my new blogskin de.
awwwwwwwwwwwwww.=x


crimson river of pain;im still holding on.

arl0w.
today was quite ok.
budden zara abit not used to me =x.
chinese was so bored.
pe was quite ok though my legs very wobbily or watsoever.
then played badminton.
zhao xuan pro in badminton sia.
even my shifu lost to him.
unbelievable.=x
then recess change clothes,i accidentally made my blouse wet.
then i did something,no one ever did before.
jumping in front of the hand dryer to make it dry.=x
then chem was quite ok.
did group study.
was quite fun.
yu yue was noisy though.=x
then maths still the same.
then we making decisions for class t-shirt.
mine is daBREN
3
then after school we suddenly did cheers.
then we recorded nick nick kor and shaun's version of
the side side back song or watever you call that.
still thinking how to upload the video.
im gonna change my blogskin soon.
still needa do for some ppls.
my fred kor,zaza and whoever.

lockedhands;my hand just seem to look for yours.

i dun really know whether today is a good start though.
just feel so not myself.
felt so weird.
totally not me.
maybe i just dun wanna leave under ur shadow.
echosofurhharttisntthere;iwannafillinurname.

i nv think back.
about the things ive done,
or the things ive said.
how my little words could mean that much to anyone.
after watsoever happened to me.
ive started thinking back.
the only time i can do is running away from fate.
the cruel reality that crashed me,
hard.
maybe i shouldnt even exsist.
just let that brenda i used to be fade away.
maybe i just hope to be unnoticed.
just leave me alone for sometime.


carvemynameinurhhartt.
im pressin on the pain within.
urname;myspecialhim.

at the esplanade,the fun begins :D





our cello-s and bass-s



the boys started to be high XD


the gang-ed up attack.


our foot-s


our tags


the informal one :D


the formal one :D


new generation C.I.D BEWARE!


acting retard :D


the girls


the girls with their cello number.


they're mad XD


the act cute pic :D


the C.E.L.L.O.S figure


new version.hear no evil;see no evil;say no evil;smell no evil.

thats wad we left in the rm in esplanade:D

with cellobass FAMILY, the fun just wont end!

we went esplanade!!!
today my cellobass family damn high sia.
when we reached there, each section were given a personal room!room 105
then we went that rm then started tuning cellos and bass-s.
then chloe and jason was helping us making coffee.
wendy spilled coffee>.<
then we took LOTS of group pics.
so gonna upload them asap.
then after that we needa line up go stage le.
then ppl take pics of us.
then practice on stage for some time then went for lunch.
then lunch was quite fun.
that was the part when we started to be HIGH!
cellobass family shouted "CELLOBASS EAT!!"
then guan yue did after us.then everyone one started shouting "EAT" in the eating rm.then we started eating.
then dominic accidentally hit my spoon then the spoon fly from my plate on the ground with food in it.
then we all laugh.he was made to clean the place.>.<.
then after that we were thirsty and started to look for convience store.
we walk one round ard the place then came back to the same place -.- !
*michelle and chloe didnt go* then we try another route.
then finally got out of the place.
we are suppose to tap our card if we leave the place.
xinyi TAPPED THREE TIMES.

dom-wow xinyi have two identities.
security guard-who is the one who tapped THREE times?!
dom-WA! xinyi now have three identities.

we then proceed to the esplanade mall to find a convience store.
then we went in a cellobass shop which we went past.
the most ex cello/bass="S$40,000.OMG .
we the went the convience shop and each of us got ourselves something.
we then went back to the room 105.
then we started sharing food that we bought.
then wendy and michelle help us tune our cellos.
while the rest of us started saying ghost stories.
then after they tune we off the lights and continue the stories.
but the anooucement so annoying.
we kp scolding the annocement >.<.
then ms ho came in join us.
we started putting make-up.
then shortly after that we perform!
after the performance,everyone was praising the cellobass group!
it shows we did really well today :D
we did UNIQUE HEAD COUNTS.
then after that we did CELLOBASS cheers.

CELLOBASS 4.
cellobass,cellobass,cellobass,cellobass.
CELLO 4.
cello,cello,cello,cello.
BASS 4.
bass,bass,bass,bass.
then we'll scream!

then at carpark we played bonding games,cheers and groups pics again!.
then our whole section RANNN...when we heard the bus was outside.
we wanted the back seats.
our whole group run lorr.
damn funny.
everyone stare at us.
then before leaving we waved at the security guard who scolded us.
then we "shh" him.
then he waved back and "shh" us too XD.
we are so bad*thats us*.
then on the bus we continued the highness.
then once we reached school,xinyi left us first.
then followed by jason.
then we said to move the instruments as a group.
end up is dominic move the instruments while we gave him moral support.
funny sia.
we then went home.
along the way we did JUMP HEAD COUNT.
then as it rain-ed,there's puddles.
we played the we all were wet.
then when we reached the mrt,
we spilt.wei hao and michelle went to take bus.
then the rest of us did head count AGAIN.
then i alighted at simei.
today damn fun lorr.

im lovin' my cellobass family :D
will update pics as soon as i get them.
can you feel it.
express it.
curve out a hhartt for me.

school has been fun for me.
so tiring at the same time.
fell sick AGAIN.
wth.starting of the year fell sick le.
thats how weak i am.
accept that.
im down with a fever,flu and cough.
terrible terrible!!!
sec 3 so chim can die.
NVM.
brenda can do it!!!!_+YOUS.
i miss audi so much.whysoblur(c)

it has been a long time since i last posted.
i was busy with school.
having to juggle with nine subjects is hard.
but its fun too.
everytime after my maths lesson,ill be very high.
dun know why either.
i find sec 3 maths fun.
and i hope to score better for my science-S,and english.
my chinese has gotten worst.
nvm.ill try watever i could>.<>whysoblur has become clubber!!!
>.<
zara and i have an aim-work in OCBC BANK TGT!!!.

happy new year!!!
stupid roasted pig.bleahhs