This is only like part of the pictures that i wanted to post initially,

but orange blogger is so slow at uploading pics that i gave up halfway,

will continue uploading post by post.

pictures are really countless man.

today is one whole looooooooong day and buddy sucks for not talking to me and rather watch his football match,scarli liverpool lose i laugh!

have been out the entire day with my mom in town shopping for christmas gifts,i know its kinda early,but seriously who cares?who would want to squeeze in the crowd a week before christmas.

mom bought stuffs for me,bought me to buffet,but was really freaking tired!

i walked like the entire day and my legs are killing me.

LESBIANS ARE LIKE ALL OVER TOWN -.-

i dont quite understand what they're thinking but its definitely not logical to me.

dont feel like blogging for today already,its like im so slackkkkkkkk,back to studying,maybe will be back only after o levels already:]LOVELOVEPEOPLE.

(& buddy totally didnt even know i changed my url like million years ago!)

LIKE YES,i managed to find like a zillion reasons why he aint worth it,
its gonna be so easy getting over you already,you suck like big time,ha:}
&maybe its just what goes around comes around,so i left a friendster msg to him saying sorry.
i feel like a whole load off my head.its really okay if you dont understand what im talking about,because its not meant for you to know as well.
still,thanks so much my dear monday girlfriends,for being there always,
trying to cheer my day up.
LOVELOVE-for her wonderful advices(exclude all the bhb-nes)
WEIWEI-for always high-ing with me
GER-dont feel bad for not being able to help me at times,you being there is enough.
MEIMEI-for scolding him real badly so it made me feel better
&rest of mondaygirlfriends,i still love you guys no worries!
MCQs are like next week,and i feel so slack,tml will be a very loooooooong day.
BABE,cheer up no matter what happens,you know you have your monday girlfriends with you through all these.just follow your heart,make a decision that you feel would make you happier,LOVELOVE:}
i promise promise i'll upload all the monday girlfriends,other friends,and crap pics after o levels alright?because currently my bluetooth device is going crazyyyyyy.

I dont know exactly what im thinking currently.
thought of coming online to find someone to talk to,yet there isnt anyone.
thought i could at least get galindo to call me,but he's out.
thought of chatting with yuxiang,but i just kinda recalled he just lost his phone.
thought of msging my girlfriends,yet i dont wish to disrupt their life.
yup,so im kinda left on my own to think of a way out.
ive started locking myself up in the room because i felt i need some time alone.
it just totally dont make sense at all?like how you make it seemed as though we were like happening and just suddenly dump me here trying to understand why did you lied about this entire thing,laughing at how silly i am.now,i believe curiosity killed a cat,and stubborn-ness killed me.In school,with all my friends around,i was trying my best to at least stay happy,yet when im alone im back to this self which i totally hate!im not like this,s.o.n.o.t.
I just started to feel so empty,like really empty.
O levels gonna be over in less than a week,im not very happy about this whole thing.
and thats when i realised,maybe no one really know me at all.
im really not a very nice girl.
IM DEFINITELY NOT EMO.
but,i kinda lost hope in relationships,like things always dont turn out well and how i would get hurt in the end,and the whole cycle repeats over and over again.
i dont think i'll score exceptionally well this o levels,but i did tried my best.
just like luck i met someone like you,
i know my friends love me,
no worries i love you guys too,just not in the right mood
&if you're not anyone close to me and wanna comment on my mood or whatever,all i can say is you really need a life.