LOVE,SHE WROTE.

well, since it is already 2010 and i haven't been blogging much,it's time to do some self reflection and my plans for 2010.

there are many valuable things that i learn in 2009. most importantly is that one can't force things to happen.I admit im a stubborn person who expects things to do the way i want them to be,so i guess its better to leave things as it is,maybe one day,just one day if someone recall me, i'm here. I've become a little insignificant i guess,but its my own fault. I'm not a good friend, i actually allowed friendship to drift away.Im sorry, if i didn't appreciate anyone, said something that hurt you.Even so, I won't expect things to do back to how it used to,because i guess everyone is already used to their current life.

I'm not a good lover, i'm someone who expects a lot from my dearest.I bet all the travelling has made you worn out.the spendings that make your wallet empty most of the times.the eyebags you have ever since you started to wait for me to get to bed before you do and yet having to wake up super early to come over.I realised i didn't do much for you, just picking up fights and waiting for you to cheer me up every single time.

I'm not a good daughter,always making my mom worried.My mom hates my confidence,she's the type of person that demands you to do every single thing that she wants you to do or she will nag every single day until you kinda obey it.I guess the least i can do is to stay at home often and keep her company.

so overall,I'm stubborn,bossy,coward,seem unapproachable,straightforward to the extent it may hurt.a bad friend,a bad girlfriend,a bad daughter,a bad student.

what i plan to do for 2010:

I plan to make my room my territory,where books and notes become my best friend.

enjoyment once in a while.

have results that my mom would be proud of.

NOT SLEEPING IN CLASS.

maybe celebrate my birthday with my family members.

maintain my friendship.

I'm super sleepy right now,so the things that i said may seem emotional to you,so I shall talk about something positive already:}

I'm someone who is not easily defeated, I still have a bunch of friends whom i dearly love,Brenda-s,monday girlfriend,huihui,GALINDO,stone,and blah blah blah.I have been trying to be a better girlfriend by cooking some things for him as mini surprise:D I'm super looking forward to our one year anniversay which is coming soon.I LOVE MY MUMMY,I shall save up and get her something as promised.I'll try my best to make some time for my friend,keeping in contact with them.

I MUST MUST MUST IMPROVE MY ENGLISH!

everyone hopes to feel appreciated,don't you?