HI ALL,THIS BLOG WOULD BE INACTIVE,UNTIL I DONT KNOW WHEN.
why i removed my tagboard?because i wont have time to like check my blog daily to see if the unknown person tag me again.i have better things to do like study.dont worry i'll study hard to prove to you i wont retain,and i know i wont:D
To the unknown person:whoever you are,i wont bother to waste my time and find out,all i can say is i believe in this world,there are ppl who will like me and ppl who will hate me,i need not please everyone.so in another words,i dont need you to like me either.peace yo!if you really hate me,you must be real tired.try to like everyone,or else how will ppl get along with you?still i hope you will do well in the future,and visit more interesting blogs for you to spam,because mine is inactive already.BYE AND GOODLUCK-wink-

credits:93 by turp.

&we'll stop hearts together.

im having this very weird mood now.This is not the first time someone thought im attached.let's clear things up im single,and happy with it.I asked my dear friend zara if she was in the situation whereby she isnt close to me,would she think im attached?even my dear friend feels that i have a little of -IMATTACHED- type of face.&to guys who have talked to me,that has indirectly asked me whether im attached and everything,now you know im not.CLEARED;END OF STORY.

REASON WHY IM SINGLE:there just isnt a guy that makes me feel,"he's the one".

finished watching霹雳MIT,ending isnt what i expected.cant imagine i just wasted how many days in front of the comp trying to finish up this drama,still its a nice one:D

&You can be everything I need



Today is quite a long day,and tiring one since i slept at 5am yesterday.met up with ding for lunch,went back school for nothing since the money isnt enough,so ya another day perhaps:D rushed to tampMRT.on the way to MRT anyone would have to pass by this path by the field which many foreign workers would sit while waiting for some lorry to send them off.i dont like this timing,i dont like it more if im walking alone there,all the foreign workers would be looking at you,or actually scanning you-.- couldnt find the shirt that i wanted.ran around the neighbourhood until i received a phonecall from shawnhew saying that he ran away from home(nope,he will go home at night).i always thought when someone runs away from home,the person would bring along some backpack with all his basic needs.so ya,we slacked all the way till 11 plus at different playgrounds,doing stupid dances,taking snapshots,until shawnhew bought his TIMSUMDAPAU.we started this advertisement thing ha!wondering what im talking about?view the video above:D
& tomorrow is yet another long day D:
(read up reader's digest already!-claps-)

&BABY,YOU HAD THE LAST WORDS.
to the unknown person who kind of spam-ed my tagboard,
you could have kindly tell me to have it removed.& i have removed it(the part about -you wouldnt want me to say about that school again-),but still i have the link there.its just how i see things,i've never said i'm not childish,you can say i am.the reason that i had it removed?what you said made sense.but i just dont understand the part you still have to drag in my dear friend in and also said that i would retain.well,thats the part that you are in the wrong.READ PROPERLY:i didnt said i wasnt in the wrong,i am.for saying your school(maybe?)now i have them removed,still i wouldnt remove your tags,because i dont care what you think of me,CHEERIOS♥

&to my ray of sunshine
this is going to be a super random post.
can you imagine,there is actually a website where you can get lucky numbers(4D),which is so singapore.I came to know about it via the advertisement at MAC,its so singapore.
so click HERE to view their website.

next,shawnhew showed me a youtube video which i think was hilarious,check this out

(lyrics included)

I'm not sure if you guys have watched this movie called "keith" its a hell touching story,similar to "a walk to remember"
anyway,here's the link if you want to watch:
click HERE
this is only part one out eight,the other parts could be found at the side:D(warning first,its a NC16 movie)

& wilson tried to find the picture of his dear friends on stomp instead,he found this:
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/index.jsp


&for my dear readers who are currently watching the show 霹雳MIT,you might want to try this link instead(youtube is only at episode 11 currently):
http://tw.sugoideas.com/

&WE'D FALL IN LOVE AGAIN
FIRSTLY,CONGRATS TO THE OPENING OF EIGHTEEN CHEFS'S SECOND OUTLET!:D
went eighteen chefs second outlet with shawn and cally today.
wondering how to go?well,just simply take a mrt down to buona vista,then switch to take bus 91,its just one stop away!its located in some "fusionpolis" building(should be the right name).
the space is definitely much more spacious compared to the simei outlet,but its located rather toooooo inside(i bet no one will notice).its real inside the foodcourt.


after we left eighteen chefs,we went to suntec city.there's this couple in front of us,the guy from unknown secondary school and the girl from tks.they thought we were staring at them,and the guy started to get pissed then acted like a ahbeng.worse,they thought we were following them!like ew?we have better things to do.the guy came up with some stupid tactic and followed us back.shawn started to act like a police with his eagles and lion joke,it was hilarious!oh ya,we had a drama show while walking back to buona vista as well,shawn acts as the maid,cally's my mom and ya im ahgirl.laughed our arses off!worse of all,we played truth or dare at the fountain there,mostly were dares which includes running around the fountain shouting im crazy(cally),shawn getting a unknown guy autograph,running after duck tour bus waving to tourists(shawn),asking unknown couple to take your act cute picture(me),telling unknown ppl-welcome to singapore!(eeveryone),singing on thh chair(cally),waving to opposite angmohs who ignored us(me)

ya this is the pic took by the unknown couple

please take note of the location!:}

shawn trying to imitate abel:/

spacious huh?:}

&party in your bedroom.
im like hell tired now,i doubt i'll get used to the timing which i have to wake up to school everyday juding by the time i sleep everyday.im like an owl!
slept at 4 last night(yes,its in the early morning!),and ya its very nice of MJC to call me to inform me about the details(report to school on the 2nd of feb by 7.30am),BUT IM SLEEPING MY GOD.they called at ard 9.35 am.that phone call totally woke me up.im having a hell horrible sore throat-.-

TIME TO SLEEP EARLY!!!!DRINK WATER!!!READ UP!!!

16 DAYS TO...CBDSIUKCEBWKJVRBIHIUSK...SCHOOL,
where i have to drag myself out of bed,might fall asleep on bus,trying to finish my homework at wee hours,last by not least i hope nick's appeal would succeed!~then it would be another two years together and we could go school together as well:}


readers:
webcam is very fun:D

&SIX FEET UNDER THE STARS.

school will start on the 2nd of feb,and syf will be on the 9th of may.i'll try to find a life before im officially in MJC.

i will definitely work harder for my gp,wait for my good news :D.so i wouldnt be blogging often already since co practices have started,and its time to read up more.

will blog once in a while.

BYE,LOVE YA♥

&baby,you're the first,you're the last,you're the worse.

results seriously isnt what i expected,but still there are things to be glad about and things that i wasnt really happy with.nevertheless,here's my results:
englishlanguage:C5(I WAS HELL EXPECTING A 3/4)
combinedhumanities:B3(SO THE MARKER LIKE MY ANSWER OF HITLER BEING A WOMAN,I THOUGHT I WOULD LIKE FAIL OR SOMETHING,I DIDNT FINISH MY SS AT ALL!)
mathematics:A2(thanks to my carelessness for leaving out one whole question,and notice only after the entire paper:x)
additionalmathematics:A1(okay ppl think im weird,a2 for emaths and a1 for amaths?shouldnt amaths be more tough?nevermind,i have never said im normal)
physics:B3(i thought i would get c:})
chemistry:A2(YAY!!!!!3 CHEERS FOR BRENDA)
biology:A2(HARD WORK PAID OFF FOR SLEEPING AT 2 JUST TO DRAW EVERY SINGLE PIC)
chinese:B3(didnt jump grade)

L1R4:12
L1R5:15

some people might love to have my results,but seriously it isnt what i expected,and to some,this results is definitely sucky as compared to yours(but i dont care)
well,from this it just shows that brenda is more of the maths and sciences person,and definitely not languages,and thats a disadvantage,because you can go ard and see ppl who are hell good for their language and their sciences isnt exactly great getting a lower score than me,thats the unfair part,STILL IM PROUD OF MY MATHS AND SCIENCES!my prelims is like 23 so i jumped like 8 points:}

for those who didnt score very well,and wondering where to go(jc/poly),it depends on whether you are a more academic based person or hands on person.there's always a way out,so dont give up if moe give you a course that you dont like.and if ever juniors come to my blog,IF YOU GUYS FEEL INSECURE,GO DSA!if dominic who scored 20 on the dot and survive in mj scoring better than some who dont even need dsa to get in,i guess i can as well,i'll work harder i swear.

MERIDIANJUNIORCOLLEGE,HERE I COME♥

&BOUNCEBOUNCEBABY,BOUNCEBACKTOME.

remember this balloon in my previous blogpost?

its not in my house anymore,i wrote my wishes and let it off in the air,god,can you hear me up there?

(went out with zara today,complete my new year clothings shopping,but im not even in the mood to blog because my o levels results are coming back tmr!)

do i make it or break it?(will post,when my mood comes back)

now my mood is like:

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still a special thanks to yuxiang for his support or whatever,his words are harsh at times,but it made sense.

he said that he need not wish me goodluck because he believe i can do it even without his luck:}

and he said in order to make myself not to cry,i should get a sweet that cause hell exp and put in my pocket,then after i get the results,throw away the sweet without eating,being a very minded person,my heart would sore for wasting my money and i wouldnt cry for oh-well 6 secs,but i hope i wouldnt cry through the entire thing,so ya thanks a lot my friend♥

&If one more person asks me why,I'll try to lie

nothing much today,went temasek open house,was quite alright,

if you are the type of person who's very lively,sociable,this school would suits you.

not very much in the mood because im kinda pissed as readers just doesnt want to reveal themselves and its super frustrating,and i have no idea why im so bothered about it either.or maybe i should stop blogging for good.

i mean like i wouldnt have the time to blog once my school starts as well

and to dear liar,cheer up as well alright?whatever thats bothering you.

web-cam with dom last night,and he's just being a retard,like really.

and i bet he's jealous of my long hair,you might as well just go thailand change your gender,then you're free to have hair as long as mine without being called gay:}

RESULTS:REACH SCHOOL BY 1330!(TAKE NOTE)
&it kills me to let you go.
BEFORE THAT,readers do reveal who you are alright?some of you did,but not all,BRENDA IS DYING TO KNOW♥
8thjan:
went singapore poly openhouse with ding,
we reached at ard 11 plus and it was like kind of early.
we finished the entire area in perhaps an hour,so we tried to act enthu and asked something about every single course that we feel that there is something to ask.even engineering.to all girls out there,if you love to have a lot of shuai ge-s in school everyday,singapore poly is your best choice!and the course that has the most shuai ge is maritime!but i doubt any girls will go,the course requires interview after you receive your results and there is a need to check your eyesight as well.
so while trying to fold what sp called "world's best paper plane"(cheat ppl's feelings!i tried it out).girls being girls,wouldnt be good at these stuff,so i asked a sp guy who walked past to help me with it,he started to promote his course,and just right he was from maritime,so i asked why he isnt wearing the navy uniform,he said his course is not require to do so,so i asked why didnt he take that course?have uniform more shuai,more man,compared to whatever he's wearing now(this just shows how straightforward i am:D).boonlay-ed,then went home before going out to istanvi for PARTY~!
its great knowing everyone was doing fine,and we talked about our individual life.
still i wouldnt forget mentioning about that ahnehneh customer that i served:
i have got two customers at the same time,so while serving the malay customer which was almost done,the indian customer tried the table which he misunderstood for a chair.and guess what?the whole table gave way and he fell on his butt.so i promoted the chair to him which was quite small.i said he could try but he dare not already.
i couldnt stop laughing while serving him,its hell rude!will never happen again:}

9thjan.

supposed to meet ding to go np but ya changed of plans,

so met up with junjie kor at bugis street.

as i was late,he went to shop first for his new year clothes,i recognised the wrong person!!!!!so malu==,i bet the guy that i misunderstood for kor would be thinking that im some weirdo right now.after meeting kor,we went round bugis for an hour,when i said round,its really round and round!D:

he wanted to go to the arcade which i didnt want,so i hugged onto some pole and said if he's going there im not going,he really left!(but did come back la duh)

READERS YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED?

1. PLAY WITH YOUR WEBCAM(IF YOU HAVE ONE)

2.COME UP WITH CRAZY THINGS THAT HAVE NEVER COME TO YOUR MIND BEFORE!

EXAMPLE:

WHICH GUY WOULD BRENDA FALL FOR?:

A GUY WHO PLAY ACOUSTIC GUITAR SO HE WOULD SING SOME SONGS THAT CAPTURE MY HEART OR,

A GUY WHO PLAY ELECTRIC GUITAR THAT PLAYS SOME HARDCORE OR HIGH MUSIC UNTIL HIS HANDS BLED OR,

A GUY WHO IS THE MAIN SINGER OF SOME BAND WHO SING AT THE TOP OF THIS LUNGS UNTIL HE COUGH OUT BLOOD OR,

HE COULD BE SOME BASKETBALL/SOCCER PLAYER WHO LOOK JUST MAN ENOUGH.

(WARNING!:ALL THIS ARE JUST CRAP)

srsly,you are not worth being on my blog,but still i wanna tell you,i dont understand you at times,i cant stand you,you horrible pain in the arse.its okay im not going to see you after monday?:}(NOT ABOUT MY DEAR FRIEND ZARA LA DUHHHH)[evidence?see zara's blog,we started talking and everything's back to normal]

&these are the overdue pics of my oh-co-cute tution clique
credits:flamingo-ba gua
those pics are taken on our trip to 'pitstop' in raffles place:D
great place,shall go there again someday.
they have board games that i bet you have never heard before

the real dumb,neverending "dead under" board game.

SANDWICH!

i just realised i cant stop being crazy at times D:

credits:myusernameisjenna

&im in your heart tonight.

well before i even start,i want to tell my readers something.

i always have the mentality that no one would read my blog except for myself anf perhaps a few close friends of mine,until i added a counter last night and realised i could have 5 readers reading my blog at the same time,maybe is because of what happened between me and my dear friend that its starting to capture some random readers' attention.But still,i wanna say THANKS to those readers who are sincerely concerned about me and asked whether im alright on msn,or via phone.

&for those readers who are just curious,all i want to say is,things between me and my dear friend is getting better every single day,so in another words,the movie have ended.STILL,I LOVE MY READERS♥

skipped the morning part.Ding came over to my house for lunch,then we went to meet sean,decided to watch ipman(eep-mun) its a fantastic story if you are looking are action type.we were left with 30 mins to wander about so we decided to go the washroom first,on our way ding and i who was very bored counted the number of steps to the washroom,i didnt really noticed that ding stopped and i was the only on doing it,the whole row of shops saw what i was doing and srsly laughed at me,its was super embarrassing!even after i came out of the washroom,i covered my face throughout that row of shops as though no one would recognise me.&my very good friend ding and sean laughed together with them as well D:

on the escalator,it just suddenly stopped!!!!argh,damn unlucky,we almost tripped,but that was the very first time something like this happened to me,so its quite funny.

on our way to the washroom again after the movie has ended,and when i thought i can forget about my embarrassing moment(because we went the same toilet),the group of guys in front of us was damn hilarious.one of them told his group of friends that he want to be ipman!i was trying to control my laughter until one of his friends turned to notice that i was laughing and told his friend to stop it,thats when i burst out laughing,OMG(i srsly tried to control:/)

after watching that movie,i finally understand why china people have such nation pride,which i doubt singaporeans will have.take me for an example,i guess i'll choose to run if ever a war come,like come on,i dont go ns you expect me to look at the enemy and pull their hair or start a catfight,maybe?but then im just a sixteen year old girl who dont really know about national issues,so just ignore me on this part:D

MY O LEVELS RESULTS WOULD BE OUT ON 12TH JAN 2PM,OHGOSH!IM NOT PREPARED AT ALL,5 DAYS!

one sentence to describe my current feeling:

bdjskwfbskjvbjkvfsedbvjksdbfjkdsbjkfdsbvkjlfds.

i changed my blog song:D

if you like my chemical romance,you might like this band.i just like the lyrics thats all,and definitely not a emoshyt:}

underground bands rocks!(they rock more if its boybands!)

&WHISPER WAR
went to return apron,staff tag,and punchcard for the expo fair at popular main office.
tried to act smart and took 65 there instead,went past a flea market.
after we return the items we went around looking for me flea market and ended up going round and round bugis,so in another words,i finished walking the entire bugis, pro in that area already.


im like seriously not in the mood,my bro is like in some stupid mood and expects me to clear up the entire house and throw all things into my room,and mom doesnt want to move out of my room because she claims that she wants to save electricity bills.so my room is orange crap and i orange dont like it.

even when im out the entire day,whatever you wrote on your blog is on the replay mode in my head,maybe the words are kinda harsh,or maybe i just cant get over this friendship.even now when i feel troubled,the first one that i thought of msg-ing is you,but i definitely know i cant do so this time round.even before yesterday's post,i bet i cried harder than you before deciding to post that up as ahboy said its also kinda a self reflection.you are definitely not another friend/girlfriend to me,you could ask anyone else in monday girlfriend except geraldine,how long do i contact them once,and compare to how long do i contact you once,you make a difference,the only thing is that you didnt know.i dont want you saying to patch things up just because you are guilty,or feel that you did me wrong,what you actually should be thinking of is this friendship deserves a second try,and we should do everything we can to go back to the past or even if we cant,we still would have new memories and it would be as though a fresh start,think it through,because i know i want this friendship more badly than you.

well,we'll leave things as it is right now until the day we take our results then we decide exactly what we would wanna do about this.
this misunderstanding is really too deep to the extent we'll need some time on our own to think,calm down and everything.
as for now,i really just want to thank you the things you have done throughout my secondary school life.for standing by me during sec2 my worse year of all,giving in to me like most of the times because i was still very spoilt then.i still remember we went cycling and i fell like real badly,in order to make me feel better you lied that my face was alright which isnt actually the case(ha!).During secondary 3,although we arent in the same class anymore,we still stayed in contact,you always wait for me during recess outside my class,and the most memorable thing that happened during sec 3 is that we quarrelled over some real stupid audition issues,in the public somemore,and that was seriously when i realised i could cry for a friend.you gave the the best ever 16th birthday with your super big card and rasberry birthday cake,and lots of small gifts(the stitch mirror has always been in my bag).everytime i have some problems i would text you and your replies are mostly immediate,thanks.i still remember we said something then you said you dont want to be in the newspaper tmr if you could still remember.well,friendships come and go but memories stay.all i want to tell you is that even though geraldine means a lot to me,but you do make a impact in my life as well,this shows your importance.but whatever i say now might not make sense to you because i might be like what you said some fake arse,well sorry that i even let this friendship drift apart in the first place to the extent we have such a great misunderstanding.i thought you understand me best even when compared to geraldine.because we indeed have more things in common.but it seems like you dont really get me this time well.till then goodbye my friend..

THIS POST IS ABOUT MY BELOVED FRIEND GERALDINE NEO HUI JUAN AKA JIA RI DING SI(WO HAI MEI SI),EO,AND NOW KNOWN AS AHDING.

WHEN I SAID I CANT IMAGINE MY JC LIFE WITHOUT YOU,I MEAN IT.
after all we've been through,how can i ever forget you?you are like part of my schedule everday that i dont know what would i do in jc,turn and look ard in my new class seraching for ding,like as if you would be there?how i wish at times our grades are the same,then there isnt a need to know new friends which i might not even like.
not everyone can stand my moodswing and daxiaojie temper.im like so spoilt that you always have to give in to me.we quarrelled like nobody business everytime but then again everything will be alright after awhile?i will never forget our most classic arguement that even some of our seniors know.or maybe i can call you the next christmas and like shout into the phone," GERALDINE,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"
the first person who ever stayed over at my house and come to my house for lots of dinner until my mom knows you very well.
im sorry that at times i dont understand you,because if you ever notice we are total opposite as in the things you like and everything.i cant always be there for you and understand your situation.just like at times,you know im very sad yet you dont know how to comfort me,but all i want to tell you is that knowing that you are by my side during my low times is the most comforting thing already.
you this person ah,mood also like to swing ah swing,must try to stay positive always and never give up alright?dont care what others say about your curly hair,your hair is just fine:D dont ever let others bully you just because you are soft-hearted alright,in times of need always ring me up or text me a msg since you know my hp no. , my prepaid number,my house number,my mother's hp no,and my grandpa house no.
and you're a great girl,so next time when you're in a relationship and your boyfriend bully you,must tell me okay!i chop him off,pull a few strands of hair and like curse him,step on his feet and everything i can to make you feel better.
the only thing i regret about this friendship is not treating you better and i wouldnt have the chance to already since we are graduating,i'll always keep the card(the one you gave during my birthday),and your marie cup,hellokitty notebook with me.
remember to use the mickey towel that i got for you everyday,so you can think of me!
you might not be able to find another crazy shyt gay girl like me ever again!& dont forget if you have trouble with your projects at poly,ask me to help you!who knows i might be of some help?:}
DINGDING,MUST NOT FORGET ME ALRIGHT?I KNOW YOU LOVE ME:}

&FOR SOME DUMB READERS THAT DONT REALLY KNOW ABOUT US,FOR GOD'S SAKE,WE ARE NOT LES,JUST SUPER GOOD FRIENDS OR YOU CAN SAY BEST FRIENDS THAT WORDS ITSELF CANT DESCRIBE,SO LEAVE DUMB COMMENTS TO YOURSELF,THANKS:}