IT SUCKS TO KNOW THAT THINGS ARE NOT GOING THE WAY YOU WANT THINGS TO BE,though it always happen.

i just cant accept it,at least not yet.

&RUN INTO MY ARMS OR RUN AWAY.
Hey baby,at this point of time when you are busy preparing for your exams,all i can do is to give you moral support and see where i could help you with. But, dont worry baby, when i feel neglected,i'll start to recall all the sweet things that you did for me.
i received flowers like roses, sunflower and tulips from baby,
such a wonderful and sweet birthday celebration which i then found out that you actually did planning before that( THATS LIKE SO CUTE!) especially seeing your notebook filled with different ideas then cancel those you felt that i wouldnt like,thats so sweet of you,even the cakes i might like,you listed down,the name of it,the bakery,the price of the cake, and even the contact numbers of those bakery.
remember that when i went over to your place,you asked me to close my eyes before entering your room,so i was like wondering maybe your room was messy or something,but it turns out that your filled your entire room with heart-shaped helium balloons that floats,i was really touched serious. you have never failed to remember what i need and what i want, trying your hardest to get them for me even if it means that you would spend away all your savings( which later on your mom complained to me). you actually baked cookies for me! though i cant really imagine a guy doing such a thing for his girlfriend,but now i can:D i also did realised that during this 8 months plus,you have NEVER picked up a quarrel with me,instead im always the one who vent my anger on you and everything. Baby at times will check my wallet whether i think have enough money, i still remember there was once you hide money inside the umbrella that you returned to me so that i have enough money to spend during shopping. I love all the surprises that baby gives, and ya your mom is right,im really lucky to have you,maybe i do have high expectations of you,and i should start lowering them down and appreciate you better.
though we have been through ups and downs, all these quarrels make me appreciate you better, i love you baby, though i know im a really sucky girlfriend and im not those really faithful type,i believe you can change me:}
so ya study hard for your exams!♥♥♥♥♥

&I DONT NEED YOUR LIES TO WRITE ANOTHER VERSE.
it has been oh well a freaking long time since i last blogged.so let's just sum up everything that i've done within this period of time.
been mugging hard for my promos,but that doesnt mean i will do well still(RESULTS COMING OUT NEXT WEEK!)
went out with many people,baby,brenda-s,mondaygirlfriends,my lovely homo and ding,flamingo,cally,and oh well i cant remember who,ha!but i suddenly feel kinda drifting away from my friends since im always busy studying and other than brenda-s there isnt any other close friends in my school. I hope im still approachable to these friends of mine,but still i miss you people out there!
and i admit baby and i have been through ups and downs,but thanks to zara,geraldine,galindo,stone who have been standing beside me,thanks so so much,but now we're fine,everything will be alright,maybe i should just lower my expectations and understand how blessed am i to have such a boyfriend,or maybe like what stone said,if he loves me,he wouldnt do things that would make me unhappy.so ya,i hope those stuff will never happen somehow:}
im closing down my blog soon?maybe around a week or so,because i realised im so busy that i dont even feel like blogging or at least i dont have the mood to do so.
Love,
BrendaLau.