ok fine.i finally posted.since last week.
its has been one week and two days since i last switch on my comp.
syf is nearing and it seems like hw are endless.
damn tired,but i believe its all worth well.
i just cant wait to hear this,
number 57,pasir ris secondary school,
gold with honours~~~~~~~~
jiayous co ppl.wo men ke yi zuo dao de.
<3>

hey come on.
enough.
ever since this year start,i feel left alone,except before and after school.
you are always wandering about with your group of frens.
i also dont blame you for that.
i just cant tolerate the attitude.
no one is perfect.neither are you.
neither am i.get it right.
when you angry you also confide in someone dont you?
i am a human too.i do that.
and i apologise becos i feel theres a need to do so.
and seriously i feel.
its not totally my fault.
its both our fault.
pushing the blame doesnt help at all.
&i didnt write who here,unless you too feel ultra sensitive,
(since you didnt think how it feels to write this about others,ill write too).
send me a msg.i apologise becos you are my fren.
and i believe you would becos of this post be angry.
you also wrote it that way.let it be then.
and im sure you would tell others my blog.
i think about you,but you dont.
if i dont even care about you,ill shout at you when you moodswing.
i diam diam hors.im sure you would see this post.
let it be then.
i feel its both our fault.
i apologise and i feel youre partly in fault too.

today almost couldnt get out of bed.
was real tired.especially when you have to drag yourself out of bed and meet someone you dont really meet ever single day.its tough facing this in this morning,WITHOUT YOUR BREAKFAST SOMEMORE.maths was boring.didnt learn anything at all.wasted my time at school.combine with the sec 4.not always have the chance to do so,it was quite nice,the feeling of being with the sec4.
intended to play basketball,ut it didnt take place.
instead i spent my time at tm with ger.
we're stuck at some stores for real long.
and when i say real long,its really long.
my auntie has given birth,
the name of the baby still isnt confirm.
and ill going to visit my cousin ltr.
baby cousin.
other than this matter,precisely nothing spice up my day.
its yet another boring day.yawns.
anyway,
happy birthday huixian*best lab-buddy ever.

yesterday got myself a mp3 pouch.
quite nice though.
but most imp its ang ang eh.
yesterday basketball was quite ok.
nth happened much.
except that when i sleep,my mind is filled with maths formula.
-.-!
i feel that SOME singaporeans have no manners.
why cant they just wait outside the MRT,and let others come out first,
instead of squeezing in all they can.
seriously if they in a rush or something,
those getting out also feel the same.
so its their faultx.x!
today going TECC.
happy birthday to DOMINIC!
he's my senior.my senior.x)
i think me and shi yun getting him a card or something.
till then bye,
to dummygummys

today ill start doing my holiday hw.
im starting to get sick of this skin.
changing soon.
this march holidays dont seem like a holiday to me.
and i think ill have to type out what im going to do this holis.
mon,theres basketball training.its starts at 8 somemore.
tues,theres co at TECC,from morning till evening.
since we work so hard for syf,we work even harder then.
after we put all our time tgt for practice,and get silver,
is it worth it?NO.
gold should be our goal.
nonono.
supposingly,gold of honour.
theres no more time to slack on le.
jy co members.
wed,theres maths remedial for the whole class.
thurs.friday.sat,theres co camp
sun my rest day.
&my auntie going to give birth soon.
next wed about 7plus in the morning.she told me.
so i think my mind is gonna be full of the newbornbaby during maths.
today is yet another boring day.

eff.theres something wrong with my internet.
something very wrong.
i just cant see this post even after i post ltr.
i cant even see my page or whatsoever.
&i dont see the point of having a tagboard.
the purpose for tagboard is obvious.
and blog is suppose to be some sort of online diary or calender to some ppl,
to me it is.some simply write what happened that day.
is blogging about every single thing that happen each day that interesting?
even those boring details?get a life.you jote down something you want it to memorate that day.
who would really go and read and image every single details?
type out,read and please urself?good for those.
but to me its just any other boring day then.
on blogs you cant even write any thing offensive.
every single thing just need to be extra careful.
its our blogs.why cant we just let it all out?
&today i saw two grown-up men standing in front of a television in a video shop.
watching what?cartoon.-.-!i know.its no link.

i didnt blog becos za didnt blog.since she want to have her blog,
this shall be my blog then.
ya so....
my common test was horrible but at least its better than my ca1.
here's all the score since ca1.
ca1
eng-c6
emaths-a2
amaths-c5
chinese-b3 combine score.
bio-c6
chem-a2
physics-b4
combine humanities-b4
l1r5 (nv minus)=21.

ca2
eng-c5
improve a little.
emaths-c5
score lower this time round.must jy next time.
amaths-a1
improve!.
chinese-b3 same as the ca1 score.
bio-c6
chem-a1
improved.but need to maintain.
physics-b4
combine humanities-b3
l1r5 (havent minus)=17.

im having terrible fever which didnt subside for the past few days.
hope i get real well soon.
miss the seoul garden dinner with nick and other co member.
firstly im not well.
secondly i got family gathering at that time.
hope xoxo can smile^^.i miss her smile.
im not les!
this few days ive been asking ppl around online to intro song to me.
since my mother got me a new mp4.
im filling it up.
and i came upon nicknick kor,
whereby all the songs he intro,i already had them.
.-.-.
but i like songs that sabby intro.and sengie mei for some song
(for those that i can hear what they singing)


& to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
thanks mei for introducing this song.